Went to check out an apartment with my sister today… she’s moving out tomorrow. Went shopping, bought some crap….shoulder bag with lots of little shiny things on it, sunglasses ’cause I broke mine, and some earrings. Really want some ice cream right now but I can’t have it which sucks. Well it’s Saturday night not sitting here writing to my blog, better things to do.
Not keeping up with this too well am I? Oops!
Not much new and exciting working way too much again. Actually have a pile of books waiting to be read. Usually can’t keep up with my book habit, gets delivered, gets read within hours, no more books. Now I have a pile, that can’t be good.
I have decided that my fat ass really needs to get on a diet, I have gotten so out of shape this past year it’s disgusting, forget the fact that I look like crap, it is definitely not healthy. I tried doing the elliptical but my enduranc level is shot. Think I am going to have to try walking a bit at night first to get myself in enough shape to really push myself with a good cardio workout. Maybe I should joing weight watchers or something. We’ll see. I don’t do well on regimented plans, usually do best when I watch what I put in my face.
My dining room ceiling seems to be falling apart all of a sudden. I don’t know if it’s the heat or just the effects of time and too many layers of paint. I usually do all my home improvements on my own but I think I may need a professional for this one.
I’ve begun watching a new show on the Sci-fi channel, Eureka, it’s pretty cool, let’s see how long it can keep my attention for.
Hummm sighh my life is too boring for a blog…
I think I am in a hermit phase…don’t feel like hanging out with anyone, going anywhere, or pursuing anything. Guess it will pass like everything else.
Let’s see if I do any better on making entries here.
Okay so let’s see already slacking off with the blog thing.
Went out for dinner and drinks for my birthday, had two days off from work, got gifts.
Read “A Fistful of Charms” by Kim Harrison and “Dance Macrabe” by Laurell K. Hamilton.
Fried my laptop and thankfully fixed it. Watched stupid movies on the sci-fi channel all day yesterday. Started Adobe training courses. If I like these I think I will go get certified.
Went back to work today and am now sitting in the air conditioning like a sloth.
The biggest thought I had this weekend was…. that for the first time in the relationship department I have come across someone who although my choice not to pursue it, I am the one losing out. He’s such a nice guy and is so considerate towards me and interested in what I have to say and all that yet there is zero attraction there for me. I guess I am being shallow but I tried to force it, hoped I could try hard enough but it just ain’t happening. Go figure, guess I still just want the things I can’t have.