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Celebrating the 46th Anniversary of Rosemary’s Baby

It’s the day before the 46th hence the selfie post for the pet project and yes I am Rosemary’s baby, for real. The evil is strong. Only experiencing a slight breakdown about it, guess because it’s not a milestone, more like purgatory before the big 50.

Apparently one of the side effects of Graves Disease is appearing younger than you are, between that and good genetics haven’t had to do the Botox yet but soon. My brother doesn’t at all look his age either. Crappy teeth but minimal wrinkles, I’m shallow enough to take it.

So this is really the year it has hit home that there will be no progeny out in the world from me. Although it was never a driving need or truly even more than a slim maybe in the plan, still kind of a sad thing. I think more a case of an opportunity having been lost than any driving maternal instinct. I know with science all things are possible but that doesn’t mean they should be, for me anyway and 45 was the hard cut-off unless God intervenes.

Working, playing, reading too much. I live a very exciting life.  Oh and my flowers, aren’t they pretty? There are a lot more but this is the handy pic.

Happy enough, worked very hard the past few years to find a place of zen within myself and have succeeded for the most part. Crazy temper is still there just sleeps later than it used to. Still no happily ever after, but would rather be single than settle. Always been an all or nothing kind of girl and the good thing that comes with age is no one can make me think that’s wrong or doubt myself about it anymore.  It was never being “picky” as people liked to say, it was wanting and needing the “I’d burn the world down for you” or taking a pass. Had a grand romance I can smile about when I’m 80, I’m good with that.

And with that I’ve made a post so going to sit here with some coffee and tune back into Being Human (UK version) , S3 Ep4.

If someone besides myself happens upon this I’ll share my birthday wish with you, may whatever you’re wishing for come true.

 

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Double, double toil and trouble, fire burn and cauldron bubble

Happy New Year!

Leaving my 2017 horoscope here to look back on at the end of the year.

CANCER

Jun 22 – Jul 22

2017

Intuitive you knows where you belong and feel safe, and in 2017 you create your ideal home. Whether it’s a return to old roots, or simply redecorating where you have resided for years, it’s what will keep you healthiest and at your most productive this year. Working at home brings you your greatest success, as does healing family patterns which you fear may have passed into the present generation. You are the true healer of your family line.

Until October 10, 2017, opportunities present themselves effortlessly in terms of property, whether it’s the perfect designer appearing, or the offer to buy at an incredible price. Take advantage of these blessings because lucky Jupiter will not bring them round again until 2028 – that’s in twelve years. How old will you be then?

Work is also extremely successful for you this year, with karmic Saturn urging you to learn more professionally. You excel by challenging yourself, pushing yourself further than you thought possible, evolving into an expert in your field.

Finally, love, which causes you a dilemma mid-year. A part of you has been restless, and yet of course it’s difficult for you to let go of what you know. Here is where you need to be most courageous, dear Cancer, and give yourself what you deserve. The system you have created has outgrown itself, and is ready to reshape itself into something new. Allow this to happen, and you experience great happiness.

 

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No no no denial!

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It’s my 45th birthday. All I can think is “OMG five years from 50!!” Vomit. I know I am nuts but it can’t be helped. Getting older scares the hell out of me. It’s like you know the best party ever  is halfway over.  Time is running out quick party harder!

Got to leave a pic for my pet project.

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